Please help me with some advice?

Kay well first, your probly not actually depressed. I suffer from depression, but its been with me all my life. Your probly confused about what is going on with you and this boy. You should just tell him how you feel, and if he doesnt want anything but , forget about him completely. Because you two have a past, there is an emotional connection that he keeps there, and its making you miserable. Its always hard to forget about someone you loved though. But if its making you this unhappy, you should forget about it.